hi! so last morning (17.06.2010 at 5am) i arrived here at my house here,it took all so long... my plane went at 9.55pm and it takes 1.40 hour,and then the driving... takes 4 hours....so it takes like hell long... besides the plane took longer than usually...
oh well,i didnt sleep at all that night,and when i finally fell asleep in *my* bed,i didnt wake up till 5pm xD
the reason why i am here: usually you dont get free from school like that,im gonna be here 10 days,so no i wont be allowed if it was no good reason. well idk why, but im really emotional,and i really tohught about norway alot,and also i miss my best friend here...
well there was this wedding of some friend who invited my mom and steph father,i dont wanna go xD cuz in that time im gonna meet my bestie ^^
yesterday,i was on visit by my steph fathers parents XD my nephew didnt recentnize me O-O i was kinda sad,cuz its of course my nephew ne? well he just became 4 so,i dont blame him xD i havnt seen him in 7months =.= ``
and was a bit sad cuz,i saw like tears in everyones eyes,and it was pretty sad,cuz they where really happy to see us :D and im happy they where :)
well i finally saw my animals again§! I NEED TO GIVE THEM A DAMN BATH§!!! they are all so dirty O.O and my dogs now (ow yeah before i forget,its 5.33am and i havnt slept all night XD ) they are taking my place in my bed XD i told my mom i wanted them here :)
HELLO EVERYONE~!!!!!!!!!! long time since i was here~!!! its like 7 months ago? lemme tell you guys what happend with me in those months =
I was sitting in bed in norway,and wanted to sleep. When my mom came in my room~! she told me something happend~! something WE HAVE waited for FOR 9YEARS~!!! and finally it happend~! the best moment ever,even so it could have been alittle bit earlier PLEASE ~! well,now im sitting in my own home land :D Holland :D as the most of you guys know= i lived in norway,and had a hard life~! alot of people get picked on~! well most because to enjoy thereselves when they dont really have it good~! the second last week in norway,friday,i got to my limit~! i was sitting the WHOLE day in the basement of the school~! -is it normal?
not even my teacher cared,i was just normally eating,IN THE BASEMENT~! to honest its not allowed~! BUT MANYYY people do it anyways,like me,it was cold outside and i was cryin and hiding~! 3 teachers have been asking me,if everything was allright with me lol. my teacher,she sent me home half the day~! it was the WORST DAY~! so you can see im happy to be here XD ALOT OF GOOD PEOPLE AT LEAST <3
I started on a language class for dutch(in norway i had hardly dutch on school~! even so i reed dutch books my dad sent me ^^ so im femiliar with writing ^^) and then the first day,i met a freak XD yeah A FREAK XD at school XD shes CRAZY about Japan XD well she was my first good friend there~! :) and then this polish boy came back~! i was really happy he stayed in our class(he was kicked out of his house with his bro and mom,cuz the owner didnt like polish people O_O and theyare pretty poor,well they dont have much clothes~!) and HE LOVES JAPAN TOO XD damn im happy~! 2 guys and 2 girls love the same style as me ;) damn im lucky to be here now XD damn i dont wanna leave after the summer O_O
oh well this is what happend to me :D tell me what you have been up to the last months i havnt been here ? :D kissu and hugs <3
1. Last beverage→water 2. Last phone call→ no one 3. Last text message→ "we watched that crazy kid on school today in english lesson XD" 4. Last song you listened to→ Declan Galbraith - An Angel <3 5. Last time you cried→ yesterday O_O
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice → yeah lol 7. Been cheated on? → yeah T_T 8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → HELL YEAH 9. Lost someone special?→ to me yes T_T 10. Been depressed?→ yea 11. Been drunk? → yup
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. black 13. blue 14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends → yeah :D 16. Fallen out of love → yeah =.= 17. Laughed until you cried → last night xD 18. Met someone who changed you → yup ;D 19. Found out who your true friends were→ yup :Di love them :D 20. Found out someone was talking about you → yup xD 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ hahaha i wish xD 22. How many people on your friends list do you know inreal life → on tagged 3 stk and one in sky :D 23. How many kids do you want to have→ 1-2? xD 24. Do you have any pets → 3cats and 2 dogs ^o^ 25. Do you want to change your name→ yea!! 26. What did you do for your last birthday→ swimmed in the pool in Spain xD 27. What time did you wake up today → 06.30 28. What were you doing at midnight last night→ chatting xD 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → TO MOVE!!! 30. Last time you saw your father→ 4 months ago... =.=" 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → my face =.= 32. What are you listening to right now → Arashi - love so sweet *___* xD 34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → people on msn ==" 36. Whats your real name → Nikita Kiya 38. Zodiac sign: cancer ♫ 39. Male or female→ Female 43. Hair color → dyed black 44. Long or short → long 45. Height → 167cm 46. Do you have a crush on someone? → yeah~! i have an crush on the same guy like 5 years now O_o 47. What do you like about yourself? → my eyes 49. Tattoos → i wish... 50. Righty or lefty → left handed
FIRSTS : 51. First surgery → something in my belly when i was like 6months? O.o 52. First piercing → ears 53. First tattoo? i wish 54. first bff --> Nana 55. First sport you joined → climbing :D 56. First pet → 2 cats and 1 dog [ i miss them~! ] 57. First vacation remembered → South Africa 58. First concert--> Tokio Hotel :D 59. First crush→ Tatsuya... 60. First alcohol drink→ vodka xD got all hyper xD
RIGHT NOW: 61. Eating → nothing 62. Drinking --> nothing 63. I'm about to→ throuw my laptop out of the window x.x 64. Listening to → Arashi - Wish 65. Waiting for → to move lol xD
YOUR FUTURE : 66. Want kids? → yup 67. Want to get married? → yup 68. Careers in mind? → hmm being stylist of an famouse band or something ^w^
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE PREFFERED SEX? 69. Lips or eyes → both 70. Hugs or kisses → both 71. Shorter or taller → taller 72. Older or Younger → Older 73. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic 74. Nice stomach or nice arms → both 75. Tattoos or piercings→ both 76. Sensitive or loud → sensitive 77. Hook-up or relationship → relationship 78. Trouble maker or hesitant ----> both xD
HAVE YOU EVER : 79. Kissed a stranger → erm yes 80. Drank hard liquor → yeah 81. Lost glasses/contacts → dont use any of them~! 82. Sex on first date → maybe O.o 83. Broken someone's heart → i guess i have T_T 84. Had your own heart broken → yea Y___Y 85. Been arrested?→ nope 86. Turned someone down → yeah 87. Cried when someone died → YES T____T 88. Laughed when someone got hurt? --> i have once
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 89. Yourself → not really x.x 90. Miracles → yup 91. Love at first sight → yeah 92. Heaven → idk =.= 93. Santa Claus → nope 94. Kissing on the first date? → hell yea xD 95. Angels → yup :D and devils xD
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → HELL YEAH T_T 97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no 98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? → maybe? O.o 99. What's the one thing you cannot live without?→ music~! 100. Posting this as 100 Truths? →yup xD
I'm sorry for hurting you I'm sorry for making you cry I'm sorry I didn't realize why I'm sorry for not understanding you new right I'm sorry for all those fights I'm sorry for not listening I'm sorry for not trying I'm sorry I failed you I'm sorry I didn't try I'm sorry for not caring I'm sorry for not supporting you I'm sorry I really am I'm sorry it was too late I'm sorry I cried all night I'm sorry I never found you I'm sorry your hearts lost I'm sorry I couldn't cure it I'm sorry but I'll try now I'm sorry if its too late I'm sorry but I have to try I'm sorry for being so bad I'm sorry for being so down I'm sorry for not understanding you when I wasn't even around I'm sorry for underestimating you I'm sorry I let you fall that time I'm sorry for losing your heart I'm sorry I wish things where ok I'm sorry for being a idiot I'm sorry, I 'm sorry